I hesitated to write anything around Mother’s Day, but after reading some lovely ladies’ blogs at My Perfect Breakdown and Waiting for Baby Bird (y’all should go check out their very poignant posts), I really felt it pressed in my heart to add to the discussion.
There are many roads to motherhood. I’m convinced there’s no one right way. I’m also certain that the path to and through motherhood is often full of pain and waiting.
And it’s the Mamas who are in the midst of the pain and waiting that I wanted to talk to.
You are important.
I know a lot of Mamas who are currently waiting. Waiting to hear from the adoption agency. Waiting to see if their fourth round of IVF has worked. Waiting to see if the vasectomy reversal is an option. Waiting to hear when their son in another country will get to come home.
I know Mamas waiting for test results, waiting for a phase to pass, waiting to hear from their kids’ fathers, waiting to hear from the adoptive parents, waiting to hear from their kids.
We Mamas, in all our forms, have the really tough job of standing in the gap for our children, often before they’re children: when our bodies fail us, when the adoption falls through, when the baby is born sick or isn’t born at all.
When the child isn’t home yet or we can’t be with them. When life happens and we just want to know why but probably never will.
This waiting we do as Mamas isn’t a wait the rest of the world understands because it is a waiting of the heart.
This is the hardest kind of waiting because you have to go all in.
100%.
Which pretty much guarantees that we will get our hearts broken somehow. At some point. In some way, probably unforeseeable to us at the time.
And yet we do it anyway.
This takes bravery on our parts. And faith that something good will eventually come out of the situation somehow. We wait even when we don’t know what else to do.
Mother’s Day has been a source of pain for me at various times throughout my grownup years. Even when I wanted to celebrate my own Mama sometimes it was difficult when I was in a place of waiting.
Motherhood has not come to me easily.
And I wondered if I even counted as a Mama before I had a baby in my arms. Did it matter that I had a Mama’s heart with no baby yet? Could my waiting and my pain make any difference?
I believe it does.
Many become Mamas in their hearts long before their child is present. And on a day such as Mother’s Day when we’re all celebrating Mamas everywhere, this might cause pain for those Mamas whose hearts are full but arms are empty.
So to all the Mamas who are waiting-waiting for a phonecall or paperwork or their fertile days or a letter or email or hug or travel plans or to see their own Mamas again someday-you’re not alone.
I’m praying for all the Mamas in my life who are waiting for something. I’m praying for strength for you, for courage, expediency, protection and hope, and for all you need at this point in your journey.
Blessings to you, Waiting Mama, and Happy Mother’s Day-
(Photo credit brightboldbeautiful.com) ©Copyright Meredith Shafer 2015
Reblogged this on Encouraging Life and commented:
Bless to all great Mamas around the world.
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Thanks for the reblog, I really appreciate that!
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You are welcome 🙂
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Reblogged this on Putting my Feet in the Dirt and commented:
This is the perfect response to Mothers day! A wonderful sentiment!
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Thank you so much for the reblog Michelle! Appreciate you taking the time to read:)
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It was perfect! 🙂
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This is so very precious! Your words brought tears to my eyes. Have a wonderful Mother’s Day! ~M
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Thank you for your very kind words:)
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Very beautiful post to all Mama’s in the world!: )
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Thank you, that means a lot:)
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Another beautiful post.
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You’re so sweet, thank you!!
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Loved this!! Thank you for sharing such a beautiful post. Xo
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Thank you for those sweet words! Your post was one of my inspirations:)
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Such beautiful thoughts! I think it’s so important to recognize all types of mother’s on mother’s day and I love how you are doing just that with your words today. Thank you so much for sharing and thinking of all the waiting mom’s! Wishing you a wonderful weekend with lots of love!!
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Thanks friend! I do too:) I hope you have a wonderful weekend as well!!
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Another beautiful post from My Pink Champagne Life.
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Thank you, thank you, thank you. Happy Mother’s Day to you as well! 🙂
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You’re welcome!!!
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And thank you for the Mother’s Day wishes:)
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Happy Mother’s Day to all those Mama’s out there! 🙂
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Indeed! Hope everyone feels loved on today:)
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Very lovely post. I read this through a reblog – Emma from Life, Kids & a Glass of Red.
I can very much relate to it. Thanks for this post. xo
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Thank you so much for saying such nice things about my post, so glad you enjoyed it! I’ll be checking out your blog soon as well, stop by My Pink Champagne Life anytime:)
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